365 Days of Megan

BAH! HUMBUG!!!

2008-08-13T16:12:00.000-07:00

I'm like 30 days behind on the blog. I wanted to cancel this but I didn't want anyone to think I gave up on my 365s... I'm on day 318 and show no sign of stopping (until the end of september!).. you can keep up with me on my flickr...

http://www.flickr.com/photos/psykochatter/

Day 279

2008-07-05T19:16:00.000-07:00

It's all so messed up! I posted here out of order AND I found out I had been misnumbering my 365s! Terrible.

I love this picture. I just really really really do.

Frick, I'm tired.

Day 275

2008-07-05T09:03:00.001-07:00

I screwed up on posting this.. I don't even care! I hate this blog.

Day 277

2008-07-05T08:59:00.002-07:00

I dragged J to Juli and Shannon's for the 4th of July. I drank too much and feel like an asshole... but I had a good time.

Day 276

2008-07-05T08:59:00.001-07:00

I really really loved how this picture came out.

Day 275

2008-07-05T08:58:00.002-07:00

Day 274

2008-07-05T08:58:00.001-07:00

Day 273

2008-07-05T08:57:00.001-07:00

I liked this pic.

Day 272

2008-07-05T08:55:00.002-07:00

I swear... sometime he just doesn't realize how angry he makes me....

Watched and fell in love with Californication. Awesome.

Day 271

2008-07-05T08:55:00.001-07:00

Have I mentioned to you how much I regret the blog???

Day 270

2008-07-05T08:54:00.001-07:00

Day 269

2008-07-05T08:53:00.002-07:00

Day 268

2008-07-05T08:53:00.001-07:00

Day 267

2008-07-05T08:52:00.000-07:00

J was supposed to stay over the night before. There was some terrible miscommunication. I woke up alone.. and felt it.

Day 266

2008-07-05T08:51:00.000-07:00

Mom got home from FL... I got a little tipsy on wine.

Day 265

2008-07-05T08:50:00.000-07:00

100 days until the end of the project and I was stuck in norwood. No car... no way home. it was both a good and a bad day...

Day 264

2008-07-04T10:35:00.000-07:00

Hung out with Anthony.. went to J's. Nothing special happened.

Day 263

2008-07-04T10:34:00.004-07:00

i really really did need a shower.

Day 262

2008-07-04T10:34:00.003-07:00

Day 261

2008-07-04T10:34:00.001-07:00

Day 260

2008-06-17T20:06:00.001-07:00

A great weekend... busy and little sleep... the beginning of a 43 hour week.. which wouldn't be so bad if this wasn't the type of job to just drain you...

Day 259

2008-06-17T20:05:00.002-07:00

Hotel w/ J. too tired. no sleep. painted his room. worked 8 hours

Day 258

2008-06-17T20:05:00.001-07:00

removing wallpaper from J's room...

Day 257

2008-06-17T20:03:00.000-07:00

Day 256

2008-06-17T20:02:00.002-07:00

Day 255

2008-06-17T20:02:00.001-07:00

Day 254

2008-06-17T20:01:00.000-07:00

Day 253

2008-06-17T20:00:00.001-07:00

Day 252

2008-06-17T19:59:00.000-07:00

Day 251

2008-06-17T19:58:00.001-07:00

Poker at J's.. no time for a pic

Day 250

2008-06-17T19:57:00.000-07:00

Day 249

2008-06-05T09:45:00.002-07:00

Work has been way better lately than it had been. This makes me way happy. I hate hating my job. I may even start picking up hours again..

Day 248

2008-06-05T09:45:00.001-07:00

Mom came home today. Internet came back today. Woo.

Day 247

2008-06-05T09:43:00.000-07:00

Internet was down. stupid getting backed up on this blog. I'm starting to think the blog was the worst idea ever!

Day 246

2008-06-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

It's Monday. I wish it was Friday.

Day 245

2008-06-02T07:49:00.001-07:00

Day 244

2008-06-02T07:47:00.001-07:00

J came over to watch The Office. I went to see Rilo Kiley which was AWESOME!

Day 243

2008-06-02T07:46:00.000-07:00

went to the carnival with j.shan. i ate cotton candy. that made me happy

Day 242

2008-05-29T11:17:00.000-07:00

This week has flown by pretty quickly. I'm hoping for a quick, easy, calm night. Also, it's the season finale of lost tonight :)

Day 241

2008-05-28T06:37:00.000-07:00

I have things to do today that are not taking pictures. I look forward to the weekend.. I always look forward to the weekend...

Day 240

2008-05-28T06:36:00.000-07:00

Eating better these days.. trying to at least.

Day 239

2008-05-26T10:56:00.000-07:00

It's Memorial Day! Yay. I have nothing to do, though. Maybe I'll go see a movie.. but that seems like a waste of a day off, you know?

Day 238

2008-05-25T08:27:00.000-07:00

Today is towel day in honor of Douglas Adams. Look it up. I'm too lazy to write.

Day 237

2008-05-24T08:00:00.000-07:00

Today is going to be a good day. I don't care what I have to do to make that a true statement.

Day 236

2008-05-24T07:58:00.000-07:00

When the house is quiet at night, it's sometimes too much for me. I mean, I can certainly handle it, but it makes me realize how hard living alone will be....

Day 235

2008-05-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

I am a photoshop expert...

Day 234

2008-05-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

I hate getting behind on the blog.. It's hard enough to come up with a blog a day.. but when it's 3 or 4 in one day? that's nutso!

Day 233

2008-05-20T09:48:00.000-07:00

I had a pretty good day at work yesterday. I received an award, which was unexpected. It kinda made me feel way better about things than I have been feeling.

Here's a picture of said award..

Day 232

2008-05-19T10:20:00.000-07:00

Meh.. I'm in zero mood.

Day 231

2008-05-19T10:17:00.000-07:00

You probably have to click the pic to get the full feeling. A good day. Took mom to the airport. Went grocery shopping and bought a new bedspread. Work was ok.. as good as it could be.

Day 230

2008-05-19T10:13:00.000-07:00

Saturday, I was in the greatest of moods. I can't remember the last time I was in such a good mood.
J graduated, I had sushi and ice cream with mom, went to a terrible movie, and pretty much blew J off at night.. possibly.. potentially...

Day 229

2008-05-19T10:11:00.000-07:00

I had to use a backup pic for this day. I hung out with mom, got a new phone, then went to J's.

Nothing too spectacular to report here...

Day 228

2008-05-15T09:55:00.000-07:00

Not a whole lot to say here. The day hasn't really started. I'm kinda just working for the weekend today.

Day 227

2008-05-15T09:54:00.000-07:00

[No picture posted]

I did take a picture.. but for the sake of the viewers, readers, and internet.. I'm not posting it here.

Day was ok. Work was terrible. After work was strangely fantastic.

Day 226

2008-05-13T07:12:00.000-07:00

Blast from the Past.

I need to meditate. I'm a bit too wound up about the whole work thing...

Day 225

2008-05-12T21:21:00.001-07:00

Ugh... remind me to take my picture during the day tomorrow..

Day 224

2008-05-12T21:19:00.001-07:00

Day 223

2008-05-11T17:54:00.000-07:00

Saturday was fun. I got to hang out with j.shan and anthony. we played poker and self-medicated. Oh.. I bought a book.. and it's pretty good!

Day 222

2008-05-09T18:29:00.000-07:00

These pictures look so dirty. They're so not.

No details.. but I'll say this: i hope it wasn't just a sales pitch...

Day 221

2008-05-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

Not a whole lot to say today. I just really need to find me a new job. I can't help it.. I need the hours/money.. and my job just isn't offering that. =/

I'm hungry. No idea what to eat for lunch...

Day 220

2008-05-08T08:47:00.000-07:00

Least exciting entry ever.... I cut my hair. Short.

Day 219

2008-05-06T10:07:00.000-07:00

So, I know I sound all emo about the whole work thing.. but I'm really not. I have a job.. I can afford it.. and I'll just look for a new one. I'm going to start focusing my energy on what I want. It will be good. It really will.

Day 218

2008-05-06T10:04:00.000-07:00

Things are going to change. They have to.

Day 217

2008-05-05T07:04:00.001-07:00

Man! I was backed up on blogs! I haven't been feeling like taking my 365s lately, so the blog falls aside, too. I hope today's picture is a good one..

Day 216

2008-05-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

Mom had company and I didn't want to be around, so I spent the day with J. We saw Baby Mama. It was a good day.

Day 215

2008-05-05T06:57:00.001-07:00

I snap pictures in photobooth in case I don't end up taking a picture. I've never had to use it... until Friday. I went to J's and he pretty much passed out when I got there and I just never took a picture...

Day 214

2008-05-05T06:55:00.000-07:00

I almost wasn't able to take a picture this day. The cleaning people came and I got out of the house. I found out that they would be there ALL DAY, so I bought a bra and a shirt and stayed out until I went to work. Good times... except not.

Day 213

2008-04-30T08:31:00.000-07:00

I have to run to target. That's about as exciting as my day gets. Peace out bitches!

Day 212

2008-04-29T21:01:00.000-07:00

Oh boy.. I have nothing to say... nothing to share. I have plans... BIG plans! It is hoped that i will not forget said plans.

Day 211

2008-04-28T19:32:00.000-07:00

Today's theme was widescreen, so to get the idea of that you really need to click.. but it's not a very interesting picture anyway so whatever.

I have a pretty rockin' headache. I wish it would go away. I don't really know what to say. I can't find my wii games. I searched through the basement again.. I don't think I have anywhere else to look :( I'm so sad. I just really want my wii sports.. and wii play would be fine, but I don't care as much about that. Someone send me wii sports.. :)

Day 210

2008-04-27T09:47:00.000-07:00

I'm a bit out of it. I didn't do a lot of thinking this weekend.. but I did make decisions last weekend that went into place this weekend... wow.. cryptic. Anyway.. I'm the only person that knows the decisions I made.. and probably the only person who noticed a difference because of it. But fuck it, right? It's all about the honesty these days...

Day 209

2008-04-27T09:45:00.001-07:00

Stuck.. not at home.. this day was as good as it could be, I suppose. I got a little sunburnt (not from doing anything fun, though.. I'll tell ya!), got some free food, played and won some poker. i like to focus on the good instead of the bad. It makes for a happy Megan.

Day 208

2008-04-27T09:42:00.000-07:00

I did not realize that I didn't blog on Friday!!! I guess it's just been a crazy weekend. Friday, Anthony and I ran some errands, ate some food, and partook (?) in our favorite past time... denial. Also, I made him watch Invader Zim.

Day 207

2008-04-24T18:51:00.000-07:00

I like to play video games and eat sugar. Wow, this blog has been absolutely terrible.. seriously. But I have nothing to say... which sucks.

Day 206

2008-04-23T19:42:00.000-07:00

I got the best fortune from a fortune cookie ever. Since I have nothing I care to say today... this will just remind me to get that fortune out of my car...

Day 205

2008-04-22T10:37:00.000-07:00

Happy Earth Day everyone.

Day 204

2008-04-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

I'm just going to end up using this as a vehicle for my complaining. I'm SO over working nights! I want to feel like a normal human being! I want to not come home at 9:30 starving! I want to just be on the same schedule as everyone else. Also.. I'd like to make some money.. 'cause being poor is the pits!

Day 203

2008-04-20T08:37:00.000-07:00

I feel stuck. I hate to say this, but I feel defined by my job... and I don't want this definition attached to me. I feel better than this. I know *why* i'm doing it... but I just can't get beyond this self connotation... you know?

I still have that feeling that there is something on the verge.... here's hoping...

Day 202

2008-04-19T20:00:00.000-07:00

Oh man, I'm tired. I went on a long walk with J today. My shoes were too small and now I have blisters. Oops.

I don't really have too much to say today. I hooked the wii up, so yay for that. Alright... goodnight.

Day 201

2008-04-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

Every day it gets harder and harder to want to go to work. I don't know what it is. I do well at my job... I even kind of like it.. I just think maybe I'm not being challenged in the way I want to be. No no... I'll be honest with you... I miss the M-F 9-5... very very much. So much.

Here's hoping for a good weekend... which is... oooh... 1 day long *rolls eyes*

Day 200

2008-04-18T06:08:00.000-07:00

Training for the sales position today... i have no idea how i feel..

Day 199

2008-04-16T08:10:00.000-07:00

I'm all the way to the right in this picture... you may have to click to see me..

I went to watch the sunrise today to clear my head. I could sit on those rocks every day for the rest of my life. I wish I knew what else I could do for the rest of my life.....

Day 198

2008-04-15T13:05:00.000-07:00

I don't really have anything to say today. I'm wicked itching for a change. I miss working days.

Day 197

2008-04-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

Today should be emotional for me, but it's not.
I should be on the edge of my seat.. but I'm not.
I should be worried.. sad.. but I'm not.

I did what I had to do.. what was right for me. I have accepted the worst case scenario and if that happens to be different.. so be it... but as far as I'm concerned? Well, I'm no longer concerned...

Day 196

2008-04-13T10:23:00.000-07:00

I seem to have hit a bubble of creativity! I love this picture and loved many of the pictures I took yesterday. I'm on vacation, so Monday, Tuesday, or Wednesday I'll be out in the world picture taking. I'm very excited. I've been pretty relaxed all weekend and.. well... happy. :)

Day 195

2008-04-12T21:21:00.000-07:00

I'm tired.

Day 194

2008-04-11T16:12:00.000-07:00

I'm so ready for nice weather it's not even funny.

I'm changing jobs at work. I'm kinda scared about it as it's sales driven.. but at least there is some potential for more $.

I have nothing else to say. i both love and hate weekends.

Day 193

2008-04-10T11:17:00.000-07:00

Stupid thoughts and feelings running through my head!

The Office is new tonight which is wicked exciting for me! However it brought up some memories in my head and now I want to vomit..

Day 192

2008-04-09T08:20:00.000-07:00

I want, so bad, to write something honest and true. Something raw and meaningful. Something amazing and soul wrenching. I am, however, at a loss for words. I just want to curl up on my bed and watch TV. Instead, I do homework until work.

It's an exciting life I live.

Day 191

2008-04-08T19:17:00.000-07:00

You may have to click on this picture to get the full gist. I love this picture. I love what it represents and the way it makes me feel. I think I want to print it out and have it plastered on the refrigerator.

I'm thinking about starting a project... It will be kinda like my 365... It may be a secret, though... maybe a 52 week thing... hmm...

Day 190

2008-04-07T07:52:00.000-07:00

I can't even begin to tell you how nauseous I still feel. It's terrible. I hope it goes away soon. With the nausea comes dizziness and it really just makes me want to stay in bed all day.

I wish I had stayed in bed all weekend. I mean, I kinda did 'cause when I was at J's I felt so sick I just had to lay down. I was no fun.

I really don't blog at length on here. I was thinking about that the other day. i'm kinda glad I don't. Writing a whole lot for 366 days would be a bit much!

Ugh... I don't feel well.

Day 189

2008-04-06T12:19:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling pretty sick.

I have to empty my car and go back to the apartment to get more stuff.

Really, all I want to do is lay in bed. :(

Day 188

2008-04-06T12:16:00.000-07:00

I hung out with Greg then J today. I felt nauseated and wished I hadn't taken any medication.

Also... I won poker! Woo :)

Day 187

2008-04-04T08:37:00.000-07:00

I'm sore.. my face/jaw hurts. But it's ok. I'll live.

I just changed my car insurance from Progressive to State Farm. I went from paying over $600 every 6 months to paying just over $200 every 6 months. I'm pretty effin' stoked.

My brother finally checked in on me.. I wonder if my mom made him.

Day 186

2008-04-03T07:30:00.000-07:00

I'm watching election 'cause I haven't seen it in a long long long time.

My pain has increased a bit since yesterday. i took a percocet and it's feeling a little bit better. I like me some percocets :) But my goal is *not* take them... so I'll be popping aleve instead... if I can find it.

Have I mentioned how much I love my new room? It's so spacious and bright! It's girly and full of my goofy nick knacks that that just let you know I'm not your average chick with purple sheets :)

Day 185

2008-04-02T11:47:00.000-07:00

In a post-surgery world, my jaw hurts, I'm full of gauze, and I'm thirsty! But mom promised to get me ice cream which makes me happy!

The pain isn't too bad yet. The novocain has warn off so it's just starting to be sore. I just hope the bleeding stops soon so I can 86 the gauze.

I'm still just thinking about the ice cream. I'm thinking cookie dough! :)

Time for more TV!

Day 184

2008-04-01T20:43:00.000-07:00

i don't feel well :(

the small pic on the bottom all the way to the right is today's pic..

Day 183

2008-03-31T08:43:00.000-07:00

Today's plan was to wake up, unpack, take a pic, empty the car, go to work. Sleeping until almost 11 has turned that into wake up, take my pic, make my bed, go to work. It's terrible!

I am half way through my 365! Yippee! I'm not thinking "oh my god, I can't believe i've made it so far!" but more like "holy crap! I've taken a picture of myself every day for 6 months... I've blogged for every day for 6 months!"

It's kinda crazy!

Day 182

2008-03-30T18:02:00.000-07:00

I don't really know what to say anymore. I keep thinking about the wisdom teeth thing. I keep worrying about unpacking. I keep... i dunno... I just keep thinking about things. It's terrible... really!

Day 181

2008-03-29T20:52:00.000-07:00

How in the world am i supposed to get over and evict someone from my life who is just flat out there for me when I need him.

I don't even want to think about today =/