Day 213

I have to run to target. That's about as exciting as my day gets. Peace out bitches!

Day 212

Oh boy.. I have nothing to say... nothing to share. I have plans... BIG plans! It is hoped that i will not forget said plans.

Day 211

Today's theme was widescreen, so to get the idea of that you really need to click.. but it's not a very interesting picture anyway so whatever.

I have a pretty rockin' headache. I wish it would go away. I don't really know what to say. I can't find my wii games. I searched through the basement again.. I don't think I have anywhere else to look :( I'm so sad. I just really want my wii sports.. and wii play would be fine, but I don't care as much about that. Someone send me wii sports.. :)

Day 210

I'm a bit out of it. I didn't do a lot of thinking this weekend.. but I did make decisions last weekend that went into place this weekend... wow.. cryptic. Anyway.. I'm the only person that knows the decisions I made.. and probably the only person who noticed a difference because of it. But fuck it, right? It's all about the honesty these days...

Day 209

Stuck.. not at home.. this day was as good as it could be, I suppose. I got a little sunburnt (not from doing anything fun, though.. I'll tell ya!), got some free food, played and won some poker. i like to focus on the good instead of the bad. It makes for a happy Megan.

Day 208

I did not realize that I didn't blog on Friday!!! I guess it's just been a crazy weekend. Friday, Anthony and I ran some errands, ate some food, and partook (?) in our favorite past time... denial. Also, I made him watch Invader Zim.

Day 207

I like to play video games and eat sugar. Wow, this blog has been absolutely terrible.. seriously. But I have nothing to say... which sucks.

Day 206

I got the best fortune from a fortune cookie ever. Since I have nothing I care to say today... this will just remind me to get that fortune out of my car...

Day 205

Happy Earth Day everyone.

Day 204

I'm just going to end up using this as a vehicle for my complaining. I'm SO over working nights! I want to feel like a normal human being! I want to not come home at 9:30 starving! I want to just be on the same schedule as everyone else. Also.. I'd like to make some money.. 'cause being poor is the pits!

Day 203

I feel stuck. I hate to say this, but I feel defined by my job... and I don't want this definition attached to me. I feel better than this. I know *why* i'm doing it... but I just can't get beyond this self connotation... you know?

I still have that feeling that there is something on the verge.... here's hoping...

Day 202

Oh man, I'm tired. I went on a long walk with J today. My shoes were too small and now I have blisters. Oops.

I don't really have too much to say today. I hooked the wii up, so yay for that. Alright... goodnight.

Day 201

Every day it gets harder and harder to want to go to work. I don't know what it is. I do well at my job... I even kind of like it.. I just think maybe I'm not being challenged in the way I want to be. No no... I'll be honest with you... I miss the M-F 9-5... very very much. So much.

Here's hoping for a good weekend... which is... oooh... 1 day long *rolls eyes*

Day 200

Training for the sales position today... i have no idea how i feel..

Day 199

I'm all the way to the right in this picture... you may have to click to see me..

I went to watch the sunrise today to clear my head. I could sit on those rocks every day for the rest of my life. I wish I knew what else I could do for the rest of my life.....

Day 198

I don't really have anything to say today. I'm wicked itching for a change. I miss working days.

Day 197

Today should be emotional for me, but it's not.
I should be on the edge of my seat.. but I'm not.
I should be worried.. sad.. but I'm not.

I did what I had to do.. what was right for me. I have accepted the worst case scenario and if that happens to be different.. so be it... but as far as I'm concerned? Well, I'm no longer concerned...

Day 196

I seem to have hit a bubble of creativity! I love this picture and loved many of the pictures I took yesterday. I'm on vacation, so Monday, Tuesday, or Wednesday I'll be out in the world picture taking. I'm very excited. I've been pretty relaxed all weekend and.. well... happy. :)

Day 195

I'm tired.

Day 194

I'm so ready for nice weather it's not even funny.

I'm changing jobs at work. I'm kinda scared about it as it's sales driven.. but at least there is some potential for more $.

I have nothing else to say. i both love and hate weekends.

Day 193

Stupid thoughts and feelings running through my head!

The Office is new tonight which is wicked exciting for me! However it brought up some memories in my head and now I want to vomit..

Day 192

I want, so bad, to write something honest and true. Something raw and meaningful. Something amazing and soul wrenching. I am, however, at a loss for words. I just want to curl up on my bed and watch TV. Instead, I do homework until work.

It's an exciting life I live.

Day 191

You may have to click on this picture to get the full gist. I love this picture. I love what it represents and the way it makes me feel. I think I want to print it out and have it plastered on the refrigerator.

I'm thinking about starting a project... It will be kinda like my 365... It may be a secret, though... maybe a 52 week thing... hmm...

Day 190

I can't even begin to tell you how nauseous I still feel. It's terrible. I hope it goes away soon. With the nausea comes dizziness and it really just makes me want to stay in bed all day.

I wish I had stayed in bed all weekend. I mean, I kinda did 'cause when I was at J's I felt so sick I just had to lay down. I was no fun.

I really don't blog at length on here. I was thinking about that the other day. i'm kinda glad I don't. Writing a whole lot for 366 days would be a bit much!

Ugh... I don't feel well.

Day 189

i'm feeling pretty sick.

I have to empty my car and go back to the apartment to get more stuff.

Really, all I want to do is lay in bed. :(

Day 188

I hung out with Greg then J today. I felt nauseated and wished I hadn't taken any medication.

Also... I won poker! Woo :)

Day 187

I'm sore.. my face/jaw hurts. But it's ok. I'll live.

I just changed my car insurance from Progressive to State Farm. I went from paying over $600 every 6 months to paying just over $200 every 6 months. I'm pretty effin' stoked.

My brother finally checked in on me.. I wonder if my mom made him.

Day 186

I'm watching election 'cause I haven't seen it in a long long long time.

My pain has increased a bit since yesterday. i took a percocet and it's feeling a little bit better. I like me some percocets :) But my goal is *not* take them... so I'll be popping aleve instead... if I can find it.

Have I mentioned how much I love my new room? It's so spacious and bright! It's girly and full of my goofy nick knacks that that just let you know I'm not your average chick with purple sheets :)

Day 185

In a post-surgery world, my jaw hurts, I'm full of gauze, and I'm thirsty! But mom promised to get me ice cream which makes me happy!

The pain isn't too bad yet. The novocain has warn off so it's just starting to be sore. I just hope the bleeding stops soon so I can 86 the gauze.

I'm still just thinking about the ice cream. I'm thinking cookie dough! :)

Time for more TV!

Day 184

i don't feel well :(

the small pic on the bottom all the way to the right is today's pic..