Thursday, January 31, 2008
Day 123
today was a big day for me. I wrote a big email to a big person.
I'm scared at how okay I feel about it.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
day 119
Day 118
Friday, January 25, 2008
day 117
Another picture where you need to click it to get the full effect...
My fridays are weird. I used to be sure I knew exactly how the day was gonna go. I'd go to work, then I'd go to his house afterwards. Maybe do something on Saturday, then go back. Now, after the break, I really have no idea.
I just wish things would settle.. or that the feelings would just go away.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Day 116
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Day 115
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Day 114..
The landscape shots get cut off. You'll actually have to click the picture to get the full effect.
Speaking of clicking... I don't think anyone really reads this, but if you do.. you should go ahead and click the ads that I've placed on here. I've decided to put them here in hopes that I can earn some $ for a new lens or two.
today is the first day of school. :(
i'll leave it at that.
Monday, January 21, 2008
Day 113 .:sigh:.
I had another picture for my 365.. but given the fact that today is MLK day, I figured I'd honor his memory and the strides that he made towards equality. I was inspired by a couple of youtube videos and figured it was my duty to respect today.
Stupid said it was dumb of me not to bring PJs over since it's not like I wasn't going to stay the night. I, honestly, didn't think of it while I was rushing out the door. I suppose I should just keep a spare set of PJs in my car.
I plugged in the electric blanket last night. It was worth every second... until about 8am when I started sweating.. but I fixed that.
I have every intention of doing laundry and cleaning my room today..... let's hope I can follow through... I should probably stop blogging and start that.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Day 111
I'm in a pretty good mood. This morning was good. Mom is out of town so I have the house to myself. I may be going out tonight, but if I were to just stay home alone, I'd be ok with that, too :)
I'm watching Celebrity rehab.
I'll have to go ahead and write in my other journal so when I look back at this entry, I know what I'm talking about...
Day 110
What a day. I spent far too many hours watching a boy play a video game. So many hours I kept falling asleep on his couch. But at least I got dinner out of it.. and some pictures. Speaking of.. I should probably edit/upload those.
This is the blog for Friday. I didn't get home until about 9:40 this morning so I didn't get a chance to update until now. Go me.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Day 109
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Day 108
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Day 107
Today, in looking at my 365 set, I had that "oh my god" moment of "wow.. I've taken a picture of myself every day for over 3 months!" I know I kinda just started.. but it feels like it's almost over. weird, I know...
I wish I could stop thinking about him. I don't mind the occasional conversation and whatever.. but being on my mind to the extent that he is is kinda making me angry. Angry at myself and my stupid brain/heart. I, a little bit, want to throw up a little just thinking about those feelings. They make me angry and I don't want them anymore. :(
Monday, January 14, 2008
Day 106
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Day 105
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Day 104
Friday, January 11, 2008
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Day 102
Everybody seems to want a piece of me. Everyone wants to spend some time with me. Well... not everyone.
I'm doing really well at work. I'm good at my job.. I know this. Sure, I need to lower my AHT, but I'm doing great with availability and surveys. Why do I bring this up? Well, this is very much a job to get me through. I like it and all... but I don't see myself doing the phone thing for very very long. Then again... I can see myself sticking with it until I need to do something else. I do like the company a lot, though... so I'd like to stay with it. I dunno.. I just feel.... overqualified... which I know I am. I need to pick up more hours.... I need money... very very badly.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Day 101
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Day 100
Monday, January 7, 2008
Day 99
The problem with blogging every day for 366 days is that you kinda run out of things to say. Sure, I could talk about the boy situation.... but what is there to tell? Talking... touching.. laughing... name calling. I could talk about work, but that's boring. What's left? Not too much right now... and that is kinda nice.
Saturday, January 5, 2008
Day 97
Friday, January 4, 2008
Day 96
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Day 95
December was really difficult for me in regards to boys. Nothing has really changed, but it feels like the stress will be over soon. You ever get that feeling like your on the brink of something? Yeah.. that. Not like anything is going to happen.. but soon I just won't care.
I hate being so emo.. but emo makes for good art.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Day 94
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
day 93
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